I don't remember much about my labor, especially the last few hours, but I very clearly remember thinking, "Thanks a lot EVE!!" The intensity of contractions and the emotional and mental piece of it were completely overwhelming at the end.When Ian was a few days old, I started hearing comments like, "Isn't it amazing how you forget about the pain of childbirth?!" I would say things like, "Umm, I'm not there yet...." My response in my head was a less polite, "Are you freakin' kidding me?! NO!!" Now that a little more time has passed I know what all those women were talking about. I wouldn't say that I have completely forgotten, but the intensity of my memory is seriously diminished. And, more importantly, I have the realization that he is SO worth it! Who knew you could love someone this much?! It is as amazing as they all said it would be. Wow!
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Oh, I am so there with you! It's kind of overwhelming sometimes how much I love Bridget. Unconditionally, without reserve. She farts, and it's the cutest little toot I've ever heard (etc, etc). It's given me a pretty cool glimpse into how God feels about me. Growing up, I was of course taught about His unconditional love for me, and thought I understood, but now I don't think I did at all.
I love your blog, by the way! :u)
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